In mid March I started learning to swim properly. I could “swim” before, but it was panic swimming. Last month I realized I am no longer a beginner swimmer. I am a real proper actual swimmer. A pro swimmer even complimented me on my form. ME! They said I have nice form. In 4 months I went from panic swimming with my head out of the water to easy comfortable bilateral breathing. I swam 1/2 a mile yesterday.
I should feel prouder of myself than I am, but honestly this just feels like how it should be, like another thing from when I was 5 that I am finally exploring. While this is rewarding it also comes with a side of resentment and anger. If I had the opportunity to do this when I was 5, not 50..
I swim 5 to 6 days a week now.
I’ve also started open water swimming.
Swimming is a happy place.
Next.. scuba diving?